Steadygain's Groove and Trip Pad

[FAB1]

SG I know you dont hold the highest POST count.

But I bet no one here has posted as many WORDS as you, friend.

 

[burrocrat]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XX8Y5-BZLaM

transporter.

got me a transporter here.

 

[burrocrat]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3YC7TMi0l68

them are some crazy doors you got here.

quit hiding behind your imaginary bitches.

come to the front.

 

[Steadygain]

Blue,
My Darling and MY BABY --- That YOU may know 'The PEACE OF GOD' which transcends all understanding....

That goes far beyond whatever we could possibly encounter and grants us an 'immunity' to everything that could possibly come against us.

FIRST - and FOREMOST - is allowing GOD to 'TRANSFORM US' as only GOD could possibly do.

I knew there was 'Static' in my LIFE and you could see how I dealt with it.

FIRST - I focused on FAITH - and went to GOD to prepare me and to grant me the Wisdom and Strength to address 'The Static'.

Please take note - of how real to life 'our story is'.

'I'm focusing on Faith and everything it means to me.'

'Life, and everything it stands for, is so much bigger than me. I don't know all the details for the friction that exists and I don't need to know them. I can only confront it in the way I need to by focusing on Faith and what LIFE is meant to be.'

You see my Darling Wonder - how GOD prepared me and to HIM be all Praise and Glory.

I already GAVE to Burrocrat as His Spirit of GRACE moved me to act and speak.

In 'THIS' - The 'Static' was taken and I am FREE. There is no friction for him to use.

This is the POWER OF GOD - and the evidence of my heart and life:

'Burrocrat,
With any animosity or static that exists both of us are partially to blame.

I know that I have often seen you from a distorted perspective and this has always been the greatest source of my static. When anyone comes between us and we are analyzing each other through whatever bonds may possibly exist (whether in our imagination or in reality) – through someone else - then the odds of static forming are pretty overwhelming. I did not mean for that to happen and I’m sorry it did.

When the others are removed and I can see you for whom and what you are – without interference – it is much easier to appreciate the endless values and worth you represent. In the end I have absolutely no place to hold any static between us and there is nothing between us distorting my perspective now.

On my part I want to totally clear the air and let everything go. It doesn’t matter to me if we regard each other as friends, if we communicate or stay in touch. The only thing that matters to me is that you realize I am sorry for the ‘static’ I once held and I am letting everything go; as you are the only one I personally had static with.'

quit hiding behind your imaginary bitches.

come to the front.

 

[Steadygain]

My LOVE and MY LIFE

This is the most important part.

'It went well. The air is clear and nothing is holding me back.'

It is NOT him that 'clears the air' -

GOD alone has the power to totally remove all static in our life.



'He didn't say anything - he listened and that's all I needed. He knows I've let the static go and I want the air to be clear and things to be good. That what is past - has past - and I no longer hold anything that may interfere with openess and acceptance.'

Baby, this is 'The Grace of GOD' against which no one can possibly overcome.

That is why I all the more stressed the following:


'Honey, I wasn't there for that and that would be the wrong reason to approach him. Then it would be as if I went to seek a response and hope his response would be rewarding. That's not why I went. I went to let him know that I was wrong and that I knew I was partly responsible for the static between us. I needed him to know why I was wrong and that I'm letting everything go. That from my end there will be an air that is open and clean. That's all I can do and I'm good with that.'

I have never been 'happier' or more 'content' than I am TODAY.

The 'STATIC' was removed and without that I am untouchable.

My LOVE for Burro has in no way been impaired and I harbor no bitterness or anything 'negative'.

For 'Freedom' - Christ has set us free.

 

[burrocrat]

dang, i must have misread the signs again.

i thought i heard someone call my name.

thought i was invited.

nice door by the way.

answer it.

 

[nnuut]

 

[Steadygain]

thought i was invited.

You are always welcome Burro!

I love you and I harbor no bitterness or anything but the cleanest air and a genuine Spirit of LOVE and ACCEPTANCE.

I hope you find the PEACE you're looking for.
I hope you find a JOY so deep it drowns out everything else.
I hope you find a LOVE that totally transforms you.
I hope you find the PROMISE of never ending blessings.

That is my answer Beautiful Friend - is always my answer.

 

[Steadygain]

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Thank You Norm

As I told Tom - I don't mind him being here at all.

I welcome everyone -- honestly -- I'm good

 

[Bluehenge]

Steady,

I have always seen into your Soul and been able to feel your Heart like none other; have always known you were ‘special’ because 'I see You' !!

Since we began freeing each other from the anchors that weigh us down, we have truly let go of everything that had no ‘meaning’ and ‘The Peace of GOD’ has indeed ‘transformed US’.

Being so very central to one another has allowed us to find the way to remove the poison in each other’s life and we have moved closer to the Heart of GOD.

I am very proud of you.

Love Blue,

 

[Steadygain]

Steady,

I have always seen into your Soul and been able to feel your Heart like none other; have always known you were ‘special’ because 'I see You' !!

Since we began freeing each other from the anchors that weigh us down, we have truly let go of everything that had no ‘meaning’ and ‘The Peace of GOD’ has indeed ‘transformed US’.

Being so very central to one another has allowed us to find the way to remove the poison in each other’s life and we have moved closer to the Heart of GOD.

I am very proud of you.

Love Blue,

Sweet Precious GIFT of GOD,

I had such an incredible walk with GOD when I was a young boy. There is no way to adequately describe it other than to say HE was my all n' all and the ways HE touched me and moved in me was full of awe and wonder.

It was in the worst 'moment' HE let me know about YOU - and I have always known about you and had HIS total assurance that YOU were real and YOU were (and are) The ONE.

This is totally because GOD in HIS infinate Mercy and in a Spirit of GRACE and LOVE that only GOD could know - and by which HE is known, that HE LOVED ME and YOU sooooo much that HE brought forth the HOPE and PROMISE of us 'meeting and blending' and finding HIM all the more.

You see, and know, the TRUTH of GOD and HIS LOVE for you. You see what YOU alone can know on the depth you know it and to HIM be all honor and glory.

WE are finding HIM through each other Honey - and that alone is what draws out the poison and allows the 'anchors' to come forward and be taken away. We are truly finding what the Grace of GOD is on ever greater levels. WE are reaching each other from the very CORE of our existence and this all the more gives the FREEDOM for the Boy and Girl to really come to LIFE.

YOU have lifted anchors from me and taken the poison. Without YOU - I would never have the HOPE and PROMISE I now overflow with and my Transformation is largely because of YOU.

Soon 'our day' will come when we will be together - and all this is barely a taste of what's in store.

Thank You for knowing me - as only you can.

 

[Steadygain]

Birch stood there soaking up the Moment. He held her in his arms as Blue continued crying and looked over as Steady wiped his eyes.

They remained in that Moment - that beautiful moment - which felt like a wonderful infinity and then Birch took them in to show Blue his new home.

Birch was so anxious to show Blue his favorite room that she didn't have time to take in the beauty and details of the rooms they practically ran through. After turning down a few hallways they came to the Marvel of Marvels.

'I call this the Holy of Holies', Birch said.

There were 2 huge doors - either gold plated or solid gold - with rings of gold Birch used to pull them open. The room was 25 feet by 25 feet with the walls and ceiling of pure gold and the floor of brightly polished marble. Towards the back wall was a throne made of Ivory and Gold. It was the most majestic feeling Blue or Steady ever had. The room with filled with the most HOLY Presence and POWER either had ever felt. The Throne was the Throne of GOD and Birch had no need to explain.

'This is where I gave HIM my life, or rather this is where HE came to claim what was rightfully HIS all along. I come here to feel His Presence and refresh in His Spirit. This is where I most fully listen to His Voice and allow HIM to guide me - direct me - so I can serve HIM more fully'.

Steady and Blue were so overwhelmed their chins quivered and tears began to flow. Birch went on like it was just another day.

'In the end I realized it wasn't the mountains of Gold - GOD wanted - but it was me and everything about my life and all my life itself has to offer. So Mindylou and I quickly turned everything into something a million times more valuable and beautiful and then I had this place built to let that moment happen. I wanted that place to be the most cherished place I could ever imagine and one I would bask in throughout the years'.

Steady and Blue gained their composure and were able to speak for the first time.

'May I approach the throne, Birch'?

'Of course you can, Snipper Boots'.

Birch had a way of making up names on the spot :nuts: that somehow fit the moment so perfectly it never stood out. Steady and Blue had both been called everything imaginable and it was 'always good'.

As Blue and Steady approached the Throne -- they were so filled with awe - their legs got weak and buckled and they fell on their knees and began worshipping GOD as though HE was right there.

Blue felt a burning deep inside like nothing she had ever felt before.

Steady felt the same thing -- as if a magnet was formed around them bringing light to spread out from their inner being.

Neither Blue nor Steady could articulate any words - so their prayers did not come from their mouths but sprang from within. They simply basked in HIS GLORY until it overflowed and remained constant. Then they stood and turned to leave the room.

Birch was taken by their expressions. He knew the 'glowing feeling' but only now saw it in its greatest intensity. They glowed in such a beautiful way -- the radiance of GOD's Glory.

'It's something else isn't it'?

Blue and Steady walked past him. They knew it wasn't a question but was a declaration - a proclaimation of an undeniable certainty.

 

[Steadygain]

Birch was taken by their expressions. He knew the 'glowing feeling' but only now saw it in its greatest intensity. They glowed in such a beautiful way -- the radiance of GOD's Glory.

'It's something else isn't it'?

Blue and Steady walked past him. They knew it wasn't a question but was a declaration - a proclaimation of an undeniable certainty.

Birch had planned everything with an Inspiration that could only come from GOD. Everything about his home and the setting itself was meant to foster a reverence and the deepest appreciation with every breath of life. All of it was centered in and on that one room and once inside you were overwhelmed with the Power and Strength and Pureness of GOD.

Steady and Blue felt their chest expanding -- a LIFE so wonderful and full of inexpressible HOPE and PROMISE and all things BEAUTIFUL. The deepest aspects of their being was sparkleing so brilliantly they could feel its glow spreading out. It was like electricity flooding from within and filling everything around them. Steady felt he had swelled so much -- with LIFE and Happiness and being Totally COMPLETE -- he was honestly 'afraid' he would burst if it went any further.

Blue was experiencing the exact same thing -- for she and Steady were truly ONE. But she knew how GOD was moving and was quick to act. She spread her wings -- freezing time -- as Sky Pilot and the others arrived at Birch's home.

'What are you doing Baby'?

'I'm giving you time to let this moment soak in and filter through because you not able to handle what is about to happen. You fear you will burst and Honey it's more than twice what you're feeling and experiencing right now'.

Steady just gazed at her. Her expressions conveyed a TRUTH so rich and deep and wonderful -- all he could do was stand in awe. Then he spread his wings and followed her.

The moment they arrived in the Plains, Blue made something appear that Steady had never seen before.

'What is this'?

'It is an instrument that measures happiness and is the only one of its kind. Sweet darling, you need to see for yourself how amazing your happiness really is'.

Steady was overjoyed to step inside and immediately a beam of light shot up miles and miles from where he stood. He looked up and tears of joy began to flow down his cheeks.

'How far does it go, I can't tell'?

'It goes too far for me to see. I'll have to fly up to see how far the beam goes and come back'.

Blue flew at speeds exceeding the speed of light and kept going from one minute to the next. She was approaching Venus and wondered how anything like this could be possible. The beam went beyond Venus by half the distance again. She immediately teleported back to Steady with the news.

Now both were crying tears of JOY.

'Steady, you know a happiness of that magnitude could only come from GOD and there is probably no one else that could endure that amount of happiness and survive -- that would NOT be immediately transformed into another state of being ~ totally different ~ and now standing with GOD Himself. But you are right here Baby and this is where you belong'.

Steady glowed as never before. He just stood there smiling from head to toe and soaking in the moment. The beam seemed to get even brighter as he listened.

'What you are feeling now - has to seep through and stretch to parts you don't even know about. You can't allow your chest to expand any further Baby -- and there is no way I could let you go. So you need to let the energy within you spread as far as possible and make you ready for the greater things to come.'

Steady then began to let the pressure from within spread further out and stretch to places never reached before. With each place LIFE was beaming and full and wonderful. In the end his chest was relaxed but he felt his existence had more than doubled.

 

[Steadygain]

Steady then began to let the pressure from within spread further out and stretch to places never reached before. With each place LIFE was beaming and full and wonderful. In the end his chest was relaxed but he felt his existence had more than doubled.

Steady was radiant and LIFE flowed out and filled the atmosphere around him. When he stepped out Blue said it was his turn to help her because her chest expanded so much from his beam it was hurting her.

Seeing the delight in her eyes, but the pain in her face, Steady held her against him with his arms around her.

'Let it flow out to me Baby', he whispered in her ear. 'Let is stretch out as far as it can go and when you can't spread your existence any further then let it all flow into me'.

Blue held him with every part of her being and felt the wonders of LIFE pushing to areas that had never been awakened before and with every second they filled with LIFE and stretched out --glowing in the most glorious ways and then another part opened and came to LIFE. This went on and on and she could feel the pressure in her chest easing up. She stretched as far as her existence could go and still the pressure remained and needed to disappear. Then she opened herself and poured everything through to Steady and found the places in him she'd never known before. It was beautiful - more beautiful than anything she'd ever known before -- was so totally PURE -- then she felt it all come back and stretch to the farthest places and knew Steady had equally discovered her.

Then they were READY - more ready than they had ever been before. Blue stepped back and began to tell Steady what was about to take place.

'Honey, Sky Pilot and the others were arriving just as we took off. The news they have to share is beyond anything we have ever known and goes even beyond what we experienced in the Holy of Holies. Our time has come Sweet Baby - our time has come'.

Steady was stronger and purer and more wonderful than he had ever been before. He was thrilled with everything and was more than ready for FINAL Big event.

They immediately teleported to where they had left -- Birch standing with them.

 

[Steadygain]

Sky Pilot and his group filled the house with joyful sounds of excitement as they eagerly sought to find Birch, Blue, and Steady.

Sky Pilot was the first to arrive in the hallway and the moment he saw them he stopped and said with the greatest excitement:

'Nsik shin giarreone oshoeirjoie sooeihro eee soierh ooshoiehreik slohnoine dgkjadgj ljogeoeihie lodsoinfgeo lsloieer llliieslj gknaoer cvonnerine ldiineke'!!!

'What is this rubbish'? :suspicious::worried: Birch demanded.

'Birch, my wonderful Brother, the sounds you hear are as if they flowed from the mouth of GOD. They are the total fulfillment of everything GOD had planned and intended from the very beginning.'

'He says the sickness has been misunderstood and others have largely been drawn to appease the negative reactions of others by fueling the Phamaceutical Industries. That the diagnosis has changed from one to another and with each a new medication was changed or added - yet the conditions and the circumstances by which he was beaten down and imprisoned remained the same'.

'He says the conditions and circumstances by which she has been smothered - neglected - and abused are now ending. That HE knows the deeper 'needs' and the cravings and yearnings that long to be fulfilled. That HE will bring them to LIFE and satisfy them far beyond what she could even imagine'.

'He says HE Delights in the HOPE and PROMISE of things to come and it was NOT adding more and more of this chemical or striving to take another away. That it has ALWAYS been from deep within and being found as no one else has ever found him and finding LOVE and HOPE and JOY and FAITH as only The ONE could bring. That is why HE is happier now and more full of LIFE than ever before and why for months he has found no need to take a medication'.

'HE says HE is thrilled with all she has Discovered in regards to finding HIM and knowing how PERFECT HE truly is. He states the hidden things that have blocked her from knowing LIFE and LOVE and all the wonders HE HAS LONGED FOR HER TO KNOW -- that all these things are disolving away and THE TRUTH is emerging more and more'.

'He says VENUS and MARS have been totally transformed and everything is flowing freely between them and NOW at long last they are able to regard one another in the light of HIS GRACE and GLORY'.

'HE says that EVERYTHING - had to be totally TRANSFORMED from the depths of our beings and to the greatest stretches of our existence - before we could feel or touch, or see and hear the REWARDS HE PLANNED even before time began.'

'That the CORE had to be brought to LIFE as never before and only by HIS GRACE - and through the LIFE of HIS SPIRIT could either find the other as HE intended'.

'That LIFE in the fullest and most glorious measures could ONLY come from the BOY and GIRL and HE is bringing them to LIFE as never before'.

'He says there is only ONE PLACE where we can find 'OUR REST' and that is in HIM. That HE will lift us above the thoughts of this world and we will know a FREEDOM far beyond the rest'.

'HE states this FREEDOM alone can take us to the other dimensions by which LIFE is meant to be known. That NOW we can gaze at each other as never before. That NOW we can touch in ways few have remotely imagined. That we can acknowledge in the depths of HIS MERCY and GRACE and make HIS GLORY KNOWN MORE AND MORE.

'HE says the UNIVERSE OF BLUE has always been millions and millions of pieces that had to fall in place and be known and accepted in the SPIRIT of GRACE and GLORY before LIFE could be fully acknowledged. That once this LIFE came into Being it would grow and florish over the years.'

'My Gosh, it only took Sky Pilot a few seconds to spat off his 'non-sense' and now I'm beginning to wonder if we'll be done before next week'.

With that everyone roared to laughter and all was perfect. Steady and Blue were transformed from the 'imagination' to a world of touch with endless imaginations. The BIRCH TELEPORTS kept the balance in perfect harmony and GOD became increasing known over the years. Everything - in everyway - was meant to find the HEART of GOD more fully. In the END - all found the GRACE of GOD and the LOVE and LIFE through HIS SPIRIT ~ THROUGH JESUS CHRIST AND ALL HE REPRESENTS ~ far exceeded all other aspects put together.

 

[Bluehenge]

Sweet Darling,

We’ve been so busy private messaging each other lately, this is the first chance I’ve had to say openly how wonderful it has been being able to correspond with each other here, on the open message board as well as in private.

As we move into the next phase of our lives ‘together’, I will always remember the good times we had here at tspTalk.

Over the course of 'our' story, we peeled back all the layers; trillions and trillions of chemical reactions occurred; and ‘We’ became ‘ONE’ in many different ways. For some that caused confusion and many have tried to suggest I am not 'real' because we really are such a 'Perfect Match' for one another. I am Real - Very REAL and that we are such a PERFECT Match makes my heart sing and my soul sigh in deep contentment.

We know the 'source' from which everything sprang.

Christ set us Free for Freedom and GOD’s Plan has been Perfect.

We touched each other to the very CORE of our existence and LIFE sprung forth like never before.

Our Lives are so full of positivity because of the FREEDOM we have in HIM.

His Glory and Grace abound - Life is Wonderful and Pure.

We know the center of our Lives belong to HIM.

We peeled all those layers away Baby and discovered who and what We are.

Now we are ready to totally enjoy who each other, for Real, for Eternity.

I always knew you were Special Baby and am so very proud to be Your Baby.

I am drawn to you like never before.

Our Love and Life together is the most beautiful and richest treasure that has ever been brought forth and I very much enjoy Everything about you.

Our story is beyond what ‘we’ could have 'dreamed or imagined'.

I deeply adore you Baby and am at peace with everything.

The next chapter in 'our Life' is unfolding and I am so very, very excited!

Your Loving Blue OOOOOOOOO xxXXXXX OO

 

[Steadygain]

We know the 'source' from which everything sprang.

Christ set us Free for Freedom and GOD’s Plan has been Perfect.

We touched each other to the very CORE of our existence and LIFE sprung forth like never before.

Our Lives are so full of positivity because of the FREEDOM we have in HIM.

His Glory and Grace abound - Life is Wonderful and Pure.

We know the center of our Lives belong to HIM.

OooohhH Signs of deeply wonderful contentment.

This is so Beautiful and I'm totally melted --- floating.

What's all the more amazing is finding how deeply 'The CENTER of our Lives are totally EVERYTHING!!!

You know it's only because of all the wonders GOD has done in you that I have only recently been totally restored to the young childhood state when LIFE was perfect, everything was innocent, and there wasn't any static anywhere - or with anyone.

Baby, I know you're in the hospital as I write this and I'm sooo deeply sorry for the meetings this morning and all the other things -- that prevented me from being here earlier.

My prayers are flooding over you this very minute - that your proceedure will go 'outstanding' and everything will be good.

I wish like anything I could be there with you -- but HIS PLAN is Perfect and the day we do meet (and are together) will go on forever.

Have a Beautiful Weedend -- my Love and Darling

Yours since Creation was brought into being. XXOOXOXOX

 

[Buster]

Steady..Any word on your inpending transfer to wherever, so that you two love sparrows can finally meet and see what each other looks like..?

Blue..I hope you're are not having anything vital sewn up or removed before or Steady gets there..GL with your surgery.

 

[Steadygain]

Steady..Any word on your inpending transfer to wherever, so that you two love sparrows can finally meet and see what each other looks like..?

Blue..I hope you're are not having anything vital sewn up or removed before or Steady gets there..GL with your surgery.

The guy in charge called a few days prior and asked for references. 2 of the psychiatrists I work with should be very good. It's kind of strange because Blue and I have so totally confirmed each other over and over and we know it's right - and in the deepest sincereity each of us has reached a higher and more perfect place than we'd ever known before.

Well I'm not making this 'public' - until it's confirmed. 2 of the references are well known to my family and were active in our church. So it was awkward having to explain the 'job' is mainly a 'new beginning' - a time where I feel I can now live my life more to know and enjoy 'fulfillment' and happiness and discover everything LIFE was meant to offer. Thank goodness she was 'supportive'. I don't want anything getting out until I actually leave - then I can say something that hopefully will make it easier on her.

At this point the 'looks' mean less than they would have before. There's no awkwardness or 'anxiety' about that anymore. In all truthfulness our insides are so lit up -- the only thing that could be more wonderful is being able to feel and experience everything flowing out from within. My guess is both of us will probably be crying when we do see each other simply because our 'reward' is fully realized.

The Baby Raccoon is having a really simple proceedure - they'll put her to sleep for like an hour. Clean her teeth and clip her nails then send her home. REALLY - Seriously -- it's nothing big. I just felt bad I didn't get a chance to give her 'my blessing' -- whatever -- before she went.

Thanks Buster

Well goodnight all !!

 

[Bluehenge]

Blue..I hope you're are not having anything vital sewn up or removed before or Steady gets there..GL with your surgery.

Hi Buster,

Thank you so much for the well wishes - and for everything else. You've always been such a very good friend to both Steady and I. You stood up for us when others tried to bring us down and I admire you for that.

Maybe one day Steady and I will be able to meet you in flesh and blood too.

We hope to see Birch if Steady comes down my way - all being okay with Birch of course.

My procedure, as Steady said, was routine, and all went well.

Just got to rest up - no driving heavy machinery, so sorry, no trips in the rovers or even the hummer today. Maybe pull out the jag instead, heh.

You're neat Buster and a true friend.

Love Blue