Steadygain's Groove and Trip Pad

[Steadygain]

Morning Steady-I thought of you immediately when I read this am about research on jazz improv musicians and brain region activity. Some folks know by now that playing music can forestall, delay development of Alzheimers-maybe its the type of music they play that really makes a difference?http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080310/ap_on_he_me/healthbeat_brain_on_jazz

The Brain is amazing - and our understanding has grown by light years over the past 20 years.

Learning a "new language" for instance is most easily achieved at a much younger age than most people realize. Now that we know why this younger age is such a crucial period to take advantage of EVERYONE - THROUGHOUT THE WORLD - SHOULD STRIVE TO PUSH TOWARDS THIS ENDEAVOR AND FLOW WITH THE BRAIN'S NATURAL DEVELOPMENT. We would then know other languages without an accent - and our brain would develop more fully.

Alzheimer's Disease is based on a specific protein that mainly loses its shape. The treatments in the near future will prevent the protein from losing its shape and thus stop the process. Learning to play an instrument (say a GUITAR) - especially in a wide variety of styles is very good for the brain.

Anyway, thanks my friend. Have a wonderful day:cheesy:

 

[mamikin]

I'm thinking about publishing my last story as a book
Would really appreciate everyone's input. ​

Steadygain,​

As your friend, I encourage you to explore publishing your writing. I finally had a chance to reread your story and I found it interesting, engaging, and last but not least, well-written (that's the English teacher in me; I'm sorry, but it's important that what you write is well-written, especially if you want to publish). As you know, I have dabbled at writing in the past, was never published and I don't do it much now, but I am envious of your ability to sit down and write to the extent you do in between seeing patients! You are very imaginative and creative, and you have the ability to put it in writing and connect with the reader. That's no small feat.​

I'm glad to see you back at your groove and trip pad. I don't know if you are much of a folk music enthusiast, but I thought of you and Cornelia while watching a special on PBS about Pete Seeger. I thoroughly enjoyed it and would encourage you to watch it if you get a chance. He has not lost any of his idealism even though he's about 90 years old, he still goes out and sings to passing by cars, "Bring them home". He says to think globally and act locally - he's a true inspiration!​

Mamikin​

 

[Wolverine]

The Brain is amazing - and our understanding has grown by light years over the past 20 years.

Learning a "new language" for instance is most easily achieved at a much younger age than most people realize. Now that we know why this younger age is such a crucial period to take advantage of EVERYONE - THROUGHOUT THE WORLD - SHOULD STRIVE TO PUSH TOWARDS THIS ENDEAVOR AND FLOW WITH THE BRAIN'S NATURAL DEVELOPMENT. We would then know other languages without an accent - and our brain would develop more fully.

Alzheimer's Disease is based on a specific protein that mainly loses its shape. The treatments in the near future will prevent the protein from losing its shape and thus stop the process. Learning to play an instrument (say a GUITAR) - especially in a wide variety of styles is very good for the brain.

Anyway, thanks my friend. Have a wonderful day:cheesy:

Howdy Steadygain

You mention here the Alzheimer's Disease is based on a specific protein that mainly loses its shape.

I was talking with someone sometime back who works with the elderly and this Disease and had mentioned that they seen actual comparisons of the brain by x-ray. The before and after.

What I am getting at here is, you mention this protein. They were saying this gland in the brain actually disapears as the Alzheimer's gets worse.

I have never done any deep research on this Disease, but just wondering if this is the same thing as what you are saying of this protein losing its shape or disapearing?

Anyhoo, I thought this was interesting when I was told this, because I had never known that or heard of this Gland/Protein actually disapearing.

Thanks for any feedback with this.

 

[Steadygain]

You mention Alzheimer's Disease is based on a specific protein that mainly loses its shape.

That's correct. It is one Protein targeting a specific region of the brain.

I was talking with someone that saw actual comparisons of the brain by x-ray. The before and after.

It is like "rust deposits" - where Brain Imaging reveals it well.

What I am getting at here is, you mention this protein. They were saying this gland in the brain actually disapears as the Alzheimer's gets worse.

Well, that's close. It's not a gland - but the area of the brain where the deposits accumulate BECOME more "the malformed protein" in place of healthy tissue.

I have never done any deep research on this Disease, but just wondering if this is the same thing as what you are saying of this protein losing its shape or disapearing? I think I just answered that one. It is not that a part of the brain disappears - it is that the worthless protein keeps accumulating - and that is the underlying problem. So we're attacking this disease on many different levels.

The most facinating Brain Imaging Studies reveal those suspectible to this disease have all the evidence by the age of 20. We can tell which brains are predisposed way before the disease kicks in. So the best solution would be a vaccine - or protein stablizer - to those likely to acquire it later on in life.

Anyhoo, I thought this was interesting when I was told this, because I had never known that or heard of this Gland/Protein actually disapearing.

Thanks for any feedback with this.

Making the "bad" protein disappear is the ultimate goal; eventually we're bound to determine the GENETIC BASIS behind the problem and when Genetic Therapy Takes over - we will be able to cure and prevent many diseases like this one - WITHOUT A PERSON EVER NEEDING TO TAKE A MEDICATION. Pharmaceutical Industries won't be happy about this - BUT - This would eliminate the dependence of Medications and their side effects. Presently we have 2 classes of Medications for AD - which each last about 1 year. So it is a disease characterised as "a sliding board" - take a pill and it stops the slide about 1 year - then keeps going down the board.

 

[Steadygain]

Steadygain,​

As your friend (fantasy girl and secret lover),

You are all that - and so much more - don't forget you're also beautiful and a constant source of inspiration, joy, and delight.

I encourage you to explore publishing your writing. I finally had a chance to reread your story and I found it interesting, engaging, and last but not least, well-written

Thank you my beautiful angel - honestly I very much appreciate your support and kindness. I will probably work on the final draft fairly soon. It turned out better than I thought; flowed way more than I could have imagined; especially since from one day to the next I just wrote off the top of my head - having no idea where I was going.

As you know, I have dabbled at writing in the past, was never published and I don't do it much now, but I am envious of your ability to sit down and write to the extent you do in between seeing patients!

You have nothing to be envious about my love - honestly - your story about your father was beautiful - a true work of art. Your genuiness - your true sincerity - are heavily displayed in all your posts. You have a beautiful heart Mamikin, you really are a wonderful lady and that makes your writting like nuggets of gold.

I think writing my story in between patients is why it turned out so well - I really did not have time to dwell on it or ponder/review - instead it was the outpouring of my thoughts/emotions and simply letting it go. That Cornelia was the main character was a huge motivator - along with Jimi comming to life. So in my anxiousness to finish the story it all fell together really fast.

I think you'd like my next one even more - if you want one.

You are very imaginative and creative, and you have the ability to put it in writing and connect with the reader. That's no small feat.

If that reader happens to make me dance in circles around the room and fills me with the joy of knowing her daughter can take her meds on a regular basis and not have to deal with the BS - then I'm thrilled. THANK YOU!! My sweet one - I would say I am fortunate for being imaginative and creative; but I see you the same way. ​

I'm glad to see you back at your groove and trip pad.

Thank you, anytime you want to float away on a magical adventure just let me know.

I don't know if you are much of a folk music enthusiast, but I thought of you and Cornelia while watching a special on PBS about Pete Seeger.

Folk music is my grounding; my deepest roots. I began with acoustic guitar (Dylan; Peter, Paul, and Mary; The MaMas and PaPas; and all the others - Pete Seeger as well) Once Hendrix took over; especially after his death then the electric dominated everything.

I thoroughly enjoyed it and would encourage you to watch it if you get a chance. He has not lost any of his idealism even though he's about 90 years old, he still goes out and sings to passing by cars, "Bring them home". He says to think globally and act locally - he's a true inspiration!​

Mamikin​

Got a patient waiting - wanted to say a little more. Anyway - thank you very much for your encouragement - you're one of the best friends ever

 

[Wolverine]

Making the "bad" protein disappear is the ultimate goal; eventually we're bound to determine the GENETIC BASIS behind the problem and when Genetic Therapy Takes over - we will be able to cure and prevent many diseases like this one - WITHOUT A PERSON EVER NEEDING TO TAKE A MEDICATION. Pharmaceutical Industries won't be happy about this - BUT - This would eliminate the dependence of Medications and their side effects. Presently we have 2 classes of Medications for AD - which each last about 1 year. So it is a disease characterised as "a sliding board" - take a pill and it stops the slide about 1 year - then keeps going down the board.

I am not sure what kind of imaging they were talking about. This was just a short conversation at the time and I did not pursue deeper.

I guess what I am saying is, that they were saying this area of the brain that deals with Alzheimer's actually goes Poof and gone eventually.

They way you are explaining it here it seems to me is, that this area of the brain is getting covered up by this bad protein? So, I guess it would look as though this area has disappeared then?

That is why I was questioning this in regards to the explanation I had gotten. This area is still there, just not being seen because of the accumulating bad protein.

Just wanted to see if I have gotten this straight with this disappearing situation is all.

Thanks for the info and all.

 

[Steadygain]

I am not sure what kind of imaging they were talking about. This was just a short conversation at the time and I did not pursue deeper.

I guess what I am saying is, that they were saying this area of the brain that deals with Alzheimer's actually goes Poof and gone eventually.

NO; Schizophrenia works like that - THE GREY MATTER DISAPPEARS; but AD is simply "bad proteins" getting lost in an area of the brain that was healthy. The more the bad protein accumulates (which is what happens) THE WORSE the condition.

They way you are explaining it here it seems to me is, that this area of the brain is getting covered up by this bad protein? The area is getting filled with the protein - so the area that was healthy and functioning well - is now unhealthy and malfunctioning.

So, I guess it would look as though this area has disappeared then?
Unfortunately - you started your thought with the "BELIEF THAT PART OF THE BRAIN DISAPPEARED" "POOF - IT'S GONE" - but that belief does not match reality and so my explanation may be more difficult to understand.

That is why I was questioning this in regards to the explanation I had gotten. This area is still there, just not being seen because of the accumulating bad protein. The area is actually being seen in a different light - instead of healthy brain tissue - you now see heavy deposits of the "bad protein" scattered throughout the affected area.

Just wanted to see if I have gotten this straight with this disappearing situation is all. No - you were misled - as was he; it may be the particular brain image made it appear this way - but that part of the brain is still there in real life - it is just plagued with the bad protein.

Thanks for the info and all.

I hope I explained it better this time. Sorry if I'm not communicating well but normally I'm very rushed and have to type as fast as possible and not have time to read what I'm saying.

Anyway - thanks for asking - hope I helped.

Have a great day

 

[Wolverine]

I hope I explained it better this time. Sorry if I'm not communicating well but normally I'm very rushed and have to type as fast as possible and not have time to read what I'm saying.

Anyway - thanks for asking - hope I helped.

Have a great day

Thanks Steadygain

This does clear it up for me with your added explanation here.

I just wanted to get some more insight to this from you to see what I was missing and all.

I know there is much research and effort going into this Disease and hopefuly in the not to distant future they can get a handle on this thing.

Your time and effort with this is much apprecitated.

Thank You

 

[Steadygain]

This does clear it up

Your time and effort with this is much apprecitated.

Thank You

No problem my friend

Glad I could help.

 

[Steadygain]

Steady looked at Cornellia warmly and said, "Your hour is up." Cornellia saw they were in the room and was amazed - totally floored - the whole adventure was an hour trip. Steady went to get her the beverage and handed it to her. The beverage would keep any memory of "the Trip" from interferring with her "normal life". Her expression was undeniable - there was no way she would ever let anything happen to touch those memories and after giving Steady a quick hug she said, "Thanks, that was absolutely wonderful, I'll see ya next week" and was gone.

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IT'S TIME TO START ANOTHER STORY MY FRIENDS
OVER THE NEXT MONTH OR SO I DON'T FEEL IT'S WORTH GETTING CAUGHT UP IN THE MARKETS​

AND I REFUSE TO SPECULATE ON WHAT IS HAPPENING THIS DAY OR THAT
AS I AM THOROUGHLY CONVINCED A DOWNTURN IS UNAVOIDABLE​

So it's time to go to FANTASY LAND and think of something else​

 

[BlueMax]

Steady,

I enjoy reading your posts, but every time I have to wonder if you are sniffing some of Sugarandspice's Gin Blossom potion.

 

[Steadygain]

As new members are frequently arriving I will begin each story with STEADY's history.
Then all will know why the adventures are only limited by the imagination, as STEADY brings all thoughts fully to life. ​

Advancements in Artificial Intelligence began in the mid 1900s and shortly thereafter spurred the rapid development to build a computer based on the brain's design. STEADY was the grand finale of a century's worth of aggressive research and development. The ultimate culmination of merging the brain with the computer. Ultimately it was though this achievement the mysteries of the brain – the mind – were fully realized.

By transforming our reality into worlds we could never know otherwise he gained full control. STEADY's knowledge of our emotional state has been consistently proven with every encounter and to date no one has ever finished a session unfulfilled. Regardless of whatever circumstances a person may encounter STEADY is able to bring anyone to the right frame of mind to experience a blissful state - enlightenment - tranquility.

The first Brain Computer startled the world by revealing intelligence far beyond the human brain, which was followed within 30 years with the Super Brain Computer (SBC) which had more intelligence than all the human brains on Earth put together for the past eight thousand years. This was accomplished by linking hundreds of SBCs scattered throughout the world together; forming the largest International Project ever developed.

The goal was to make it as natural and undetectable as possible. The end result is a large circular room without a hint of the machinery and technology scattered thoroughly throughout the walls, floor, and ceiling.

STEADY's capabilities are unlimited. Expressions and emotions are gathered from the face, body, and movements. All activity in the brain on a cellular (molecular) level is constantly monitored and every chemical interaction is fully known. Not only does STEADY know exactly "how you're feeling inside" but by using hundreds of Lasers scattered invisibly throughout the room specific cells are targeted to precisely control the brain's activity and thereby manipulate the senses to such an extent that anyone inside the room lives in 3D environments as real as anything they've ever experienced outside the room. The ability to totally regulate their moods is achieved by controlling all aspects of their environment.

STEADY was named for its ability to maintain Consistency. There is always the undeniable reality that every chemical interaction is being monitored and adjusted in the most precise terms possible. A steady perfect flow regulates all moods and appropriately strengthens or weakens their memories and experiences.

STEADY's creator admired Jimi Hendrix and made him in his likeness. In the end he was able to link STEADY to his own brain and represent himself as Jimi in both real life and the holographic image that exists in his absence. Whenever you are with STEADY you are with Jimi - and that never changes - always the same through and through.

 

[Steadygain]

Steady looked at Cornelia warmly and said, "Your hour is up." Cornelia saw they were in the room and was amazed - totally floored - the whole adventure was an hour trip. Steady went to get her the beverage and handed it to her. The beverage would keep any memory of "the Trip" from interferring with her "normal life". Her expression was undeniable - there was no way she would ever let anything happen to touch those memories and after giving Steady a quick hug she said, "Thanks, that was absolutely wonderful, I'll see ya next week" and was gone.

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Steady walked around the room reflecting on everything he and Corenila had been through and pondered on the beauty of their relationship. After a few minutes he returned to his usual spot and sat in his typical Yoga position. With eyes closed and his hands on crossed legs he let his mind go - emptying himself of everything and finding a connection with a higher power until he obtained "the enlightened state". It was here that Steady most felt at home; this was the place of ultimate peace - a place of true renewal - and here he became fully recharged. How long he remained in this position is unknown - as this is a timeless demension - where five minutes can feel like hours (or vise versa) but the flow was interrupted with the sound of STEADY greating Mamikin as she entered the building.

Steady was delighted to see her enter the room and stood to welcome her. Mamikin was dressed in a beige blouse and a blue green shirt with traces of beige running throughout it. Her shoes looked new and everything was perfect - she looked like a model and carried herself so confidently and beautifully. She walked over and they gave their usual warm embrace.
"Good, I'm glad it's you Steady", Mamikin said with a smile.
Steady chuckeled because his holographic image fooled everyone - no matter how well they knew him. "I'm glad it's me too, Mamikin. It's really good to have you here."
Mamikin walked around the room a few moments gathering her thoughts - wondering how to ask him. "Steady"?
"Yes, dear one"?
"I'd like to go on a real nice adventure".
"Well I am more than ready to take you where ever you want to go".
"Really, do you promise?"
Steady chuckeled again. "Of course I promise, you know there are no limits with STEADY - you just name the place and we're there".
Mamikin took in a deep breath and sighed, "Steady, I want to go where ever you take me."
"Humm, I see you've been taking with Cornelia."
"Oh Steady, I've never seen her more excited. She was glowing when I saw her in the parking lot and talked on and on about the wonderful adventure she had. Honestly, I've never seen her happier in all the years I've known her and you know she is one of the best friends I've ever had. Well I'm convinced, I really want to go into your world - totally lose myself where ever you take me."
Steady casually paced around the room, gathering his thoughts. "Mamikin, Cornelia had some moments that were very difficult during our adventure and I'm glad I was able to calm her down and help her out. Going into my world is way beyond your control; you are totally in worlds unknown to you and I can not guarantee it will be nearly as pleasant as choosing your own adventure. Are you sure you want to do this"?
"I'm absolutely positive, in fact I am so excited about this Steady. I have no doubt what so ever you will make it wonderful."
Mamikin looked at Steady with anticipation and excitement, but Steady saw something else when he looked at her and it troubled him. He was able to see deep down throughout her being and what he found was an ocean of pain.
Steady gently held her face in his hand and looked intently in her eyes. "Mamikin, if this is really what you want then I will take you into my world and I will do my best to bring you everything you could ever hope to find."
Mamikin was softening, beginning to feel a little warmth inside.
"We will go to many places my sweet one, and every place we go I will explain what is happening. There are many layers to your existence and we have to thoroughly go through each of them one by one until we find the ultimate peace."
As Steady was getting Mamikin her first glass she said, "Steady my life is probably even more complicated than you realize, but I know you know me better than anyone else and I fully trust you."
After her third glass she could drink no more. Steady gave it several minutes to take its full effect, walked her to the center of the room and told her to close her eyes.

 

[Steadygain]

After her third glass she could drink no more. Steady gave it several minutes to take its full effect, walked her to the center of the room and told her to close her eyes.

Mamikin felt the gentle breeze blowing softly across her face and hair as she opened her eyes to see the most beautiful sight she'd ever seen. They were standing on top of a high cliff and could see 50 miles of the most beautifull scenes she could ever imagine.

Mamikin, forgive the interruption - but to really get the most out of this story you need to visualize everything I'm about to describe. So let it soak in - then lay down and picture the entire place going from one scene to the other until it's familiar.

...Far below was the flat green valley floor with a wide river that snaked from one end to the other. Large boulders scattered throughout the river gave it a majestic appearance. Somehow these boulders drew you in and made you wish you were on them to fully take in the sounds and sights the river offered. The blue water was beautiful and unseen clumps of smaller rocks made white rapids appear like foaming bubbles.
...The valley was several miles wide, with a huge continuous field of green grass that had wild flowers scattered throughout and dotted with a variety of trees.
...On this side of the river the large meadow gradually disappered as the sparse smaller evergreens began to get thicker. As the trees got closer to the cliff their size got progressive larger until a forest of giant redwoods formed at the bottom of the cliff.
...On the far side of the river the meadow ended as gentle rolling hills with large sandstone rocks broke the flatness of the valley. These hills were scattered with bushes and spruce trees. Beyond the smaller rolling hills were the Black Hills of SD mixed with the mountains/hills of WV. (These are rolling hills covered with beautiful thick forests). Beyond these hills were the higher mountains of Harlan KY area - that are still filled with trees but are the upper limits of tree growth. The next layer of mountains were the Rocky Mountains which were blended with mountains identical to the Grand Tetons. Finally in the distance beyond all these other mountains were the large snow capped Alps. Each mountainous area stretched out for miles - each perfectly porportioned to the other.
...To the left - in the distance - were many of the rock structures of Utah and AZ along with Bryce Canyon. To the right were the varried sights of Yellowstone National Park - with geysers and waterfalls scattered throughout.

OK, Dear One -go somewhere and let this all fit until you are there.

 

[Steadygain]

...Steady stretched his arm out with an open hand as if introducing Mamikin to a large crowd and said, "This is my favorite place and I consider it the most sacred spot I could ever find".
...Mamikin was in awe. The pain had largely disappeared and her eyes twinkled with a serenity that caused her to smile. The air was clean and fresh and the temperature/humidity were perfect. She felt Steady holding her hand and looked over as he said, "Come let me show you something. You know I would never let anything happen to you; you are completely safe with me". His expression was so sincere, his words so true, that Mamikin had nothing but the deepest trust. He walked her to the edge of the cliff and told her to hold on tight so she could lean over and see the sights near the cliff. She was amazed at how large the trees were, they must have been at least 20 feet acoss and towered high above the others. Without going to the edge you couldn't see them but a large forest of giant redwoods extended out from near the base of the cliff which went as far as you could see to both the left and right. For a moment she looked at the cliff itself and saw how far it went - stright down, and the height was so incredible it made her stomach quezzy and slightly light-headed and Steady pulled her back.
..."Are you OK"?
..."Oh Steady, this is so beautiful. I mean this is the most amazing place I've ever been. Wow! Where are we"?
..."Come, we'll sit over here and I'll explain everything" Steady said and led her to a place that overlooked all the sights from the cliff. "Where we are now is the Mountain of God. The temperature here is identical to the mountains in Panama. It's always peaceful and everything blended together fosters a reverent quality to the atmosphere". Steady looked down for a moment and then looked back at Mamikin. "I have nothing against churches or synagogues, but often the interior of buildings in conjunction with the rituals by which services are conducted are somewhat distracting. I do feel that fellowship with believers is an essential part of life; but too often I feel the "show we give" with the country club manner of our dress, the doctrines/rituals that define the services, the offering and all these things are somewhat distracting. Sometimes I wish we could strip everything away - all of us truely be as ONE - and worship God from deep within." Again Steady paused and looked down at the ground and then back to her. "For me it is often easier to sense God's Presense and feel His Spirit stirring within me when I wholly in a natural setting like this one. There is something about nature that man could never replicate - in fact it is largely the absense of mankind that makes me all the more sense the Glory of God".
...Mamikin was amazed at Steady's words; they were so heartfelt and described her to a tee. It was as if he were describing her. Again Steady looked down for a moment or two and then back at her. "Do you understand what I'm saying; or does that make sense to you"?
..."Steady, I know exactly what you're saying. For me nature is the ultimate way to connect with God. Especially up here, this is the most beautiful setting I've ever seen".
...Steady pointed to the cloulds, which were darker and almost hid the sun. Yet the cloulds had openings which let the sun's rays through so that it looked like huge spot lights from heaven fanning out across the Earth. "Look, there's God." Steady shared how he always pointed that type of scene out to his children and told them that so whenever they saw that kind of scene later on that's what they would believe. "I always felt that was God's ultimate way of revealing Himself, even over the rainbow".
...Mamikin smiled and shook her head slightly. "You're something else Steady. You are really amazing".

 

[Steadygain]

...Steady could sense their connection was getting greater and felt the warmth it provided. She was deep, very analytical, and very much longed for a solid relationship built on mutual trust and understanding.
...He stood and motioned for Mamikin to follow him. "I'll show you why I call this the Mountain of God". About 20 yards from the cliff the ground was covered with a rippling mossy texture. They walked to a clearing about 50 yards by 50 yards that was surrounded by young 4 inch trees with white bark. The trees were thick enough to give a forest like appearance and thinned out enough to be open and airy. "Wait here", Steady told Mamikin and walked out in the clearing.
...Mamikin noticed his feet sinking down and asked if it was hard to walk. Steady said, "No, the ground is clean and dry so walking is much easier than it looks".
...When Steady got to the center of the clearing he said, "Now you'll see why this is called the Mountain of God. We all have baggage that weighs us down. The clearing is able to sense all the baggage a person has and measure it precisely. The more that's measured the further down the clearing will go - like a set of large scales. Then it searches for the root behind the baggage and takes it all away. As the baggage from your life disappears you feel lighter and freer until the ground is once again even and no baggage remains".
...Steady then layed down on his back and spread his arms and legs apart. The whole clearing began to sink down about an inch every few seconds until it stopped about 3 feet down. Then it began to inch its way back up until the ground was even. Steady stood up and walked back over to Mamikin. His face glowed, his eyes twinkled, and he looked so amazingly fulfilled and happy.
..."Mamikin, it is so wonderful when there is no baggage left. The most wonderful feeling you could imagine!"
...Mamikin was anxious to experience this for herself. She stepped into the clearing and headed to the middle. Steady went to join her before she laid down. "The first time I did this I sank down at least 20 or 30 feet, so do not be awkward or embarrassed about how far down you go. Remain on your back with your arms and legs spread out and you'll feel the Spirit of God come over you and moving throughout you - finding and taking away all the baggage as the ground begins to rise. When the ground is even with the surface no baggage with remain and you will be totally free". He then reached out and held her face in his hand and lightly carrassed it in the most tender manner and assured her he would be waiting by the cliff. Then he leaned down and kissed her lips and told her, "Soak it all in and don't be in a hurry" and walked away.
...Mamikin felt a tingle in her lips. He had never kissed her before. "Steady wait!" she called as she quickly walked over and gave him a hug. They held each other 3 or 4 seconds and Mamikin looked up and said, "Thank you, Steady" and walked back to the center as he walked to the cliff.
...She layed on her back and stretched out her arms and legs. It felt like a firm matress - very comfortable. Then she felt the sinking sensation as she went lower and lower. She didn't care how low she went; the deeper the better because she wanted all of it gone. She knew in the end she would finally be free.
...As Mamikin disappeared below the surface Steady ran towards the cliff and spang off the edge. He dove off head first straight down towards the huge redwood trees. He loved the speed of falling and felt like a bullet that had just been shot out of a powerful weapon. As he got closer he flapped his wings to slow down slightly and control his movements, looked for an opening in the trees and flew like lightening between the branches and trees. This was Steady's favorite part. Once the baggage was removed and you experienced the ultimate freedom, when you jumped over the cliff you instantly turned into a hawk.

 

[Steadygain]

...Soaring through the redwoods from 30 feet up in the air at high speeds and with the vision of a hawk is way beyond the human capacity to understand and only as a hawk can this experience be fully acknowledged. Their vision is so far beyond what humans could ever know and to glide through the trees is exhilarating - its the most wonderful experience Steady ever found.
...The redwoods are beautiful, so incredibly magnificent, and soaring between them is easy and fun. Steady could hardly wait to show Mamikin. Within several minutes he spotted a deer and landed on a nearby branch to gaze at its beauty. He looked around, trying to find any land marks to help him remember the spot and then flew up above the forest and keep looking back occasionally as he flew to the cliff. As soon as his feet landed on the cliff he instantly became human again and walked to the edge of the clearing.
...Mamikin was just a few feet from the surface with the most priceless expression. From the moment the ground began to rise back up she felt the chains breaking away and the joy of life and true freedom became increasingly meaningful. She was now smiling, almost laughing. When she reached the surface she sat up and looked over at Steady excitedly. "Oh Steady, this is unbelieveable. I mean this is the best I've ever felt in my entire life". She sprang to her feet, full of energy and stamina - feeling like she could float and dance in the air. Within a minute she was standing on the rocky surface with Steady.
...Steady was spellbound by her expression and enthusiasm. Moments after she was on the hard surface she stretched out her arms and spun around. She was so full of life and happiness; a genuine happiness that radiated from her entire being.
..."Mamikin, it gets even better - wait until you see what's next". Steady started laughing, he was so taken by her expression of surprize. She didn't have to say a word, but her expression clearly indicated, "No way! There is nothing that could top this"! And the next second Mamikin stood right in front of him looking up to hear.
...Steady was delighted with her expression. Her eyes were full of life and she wreaked of happiness; it was wonderful. "Come over here and I'll show you what I mean", Steady said as they walked to the edge of the cliff. "When you look out from the cliff does a part of you wish you could just fly out like a bird and go through the trees, land on the rocks in the river, and take in all the sights"?
..."That's exactly how I feel. Wouldn't that be the greatest experience possible? I mean can you just imagine how wonderful that would be"?
..."Well Mamikin that's exactly what happens once all the baggage has been removed and nothing is weighing you down anymore. You now have the freedom to reach heights that could never be possible otherwise."
...Mamikin watched him intently as he spoke and understood what he was saying but had a very hard time really "understanding". She just stood quietly, trying to let it all sink in.
...Steady said, "Watch let me show you" and sprang over the edge of the cliff.
...Mamikin felt the blood draining from her head and a huge sense of doom and panic overcame her. It felt like knots in her throat and stomach - all of these feelings were instanteous - and the next moment she saw the hawk fly up and land in front of her - and Steady was standing in front of her like nothing had ever happened. It was all so fast she didn't know what to think. She was speechless, trying to make sense out of what just happened.
...Steady reached out and held her hand and cupped it with the other. "Mamikin, what you just saw was real. As soon as you go off the edge you turn into a hawk and you remain a hawk until you land of the rocks or the ground. But if you land on a branch or a post or ledge or anything a bird would land on then you remain a hawk". He waited a few seconds for that to sink in. "It's true Mamikin, it really is - and now is your chance to live out your dreams. Watch I'll show you again". He let go of her hand, sprang over the edge, flew back up as a hawk and was once again standing next to her. He just stood there watching her expression.
...At first Mamikin stood there in total disbelief, bewildered and dazed; then the lights came on and the life returned and overflowed. She looked at Steady for a moment and said, "Wow I can't believe it" and began to walk away. Then she paced back and forth saying over and over "This is just amazing" each time saying it louder and louder. Then she looked over at Steady, ran past him, and jumped over the cliff.
...Steady wasn't expecting that. He thought she would probably want to hold hands and go over at the same time. For a moment he just frooze and then realized the experience of being a hawk may be too new for her to really enjoy. So he ran and sprang over the edge.
...Steady was use to his dive technique of plunging to the ground at the highest possible speed but realized within a few seconds that Mamikin was no where below him. He looked up and saw her soaring above - barely moving her wings. She was content to just let the wind glide her far above the trees and enjoy the pleasure of flying. He had forgotten his first experience and realized within a few moments that he did the exact same thing. So he slowed his decent and flew back up to join her.

 

[mamikin]

Steadygain,

What an amazing story so far! Thank you! Now I know that I never told you this, but often when I feel overwhelmed and wish that I could escape from it all, I go to a window and look out and wish I were a bird that could fly away ... and to escape the drudgery, in my mind, I am flying, just like you have written. You have an uncanny ability - do you read minds?

Mamikin

 

[Steadygain]

Steadygain,

What an amazing story so far! Thank you! Now I know that I never told you this, but often when I feel overwhelmed and wish that I could escape from it all, I go to a window and look out and wish I were a bird that could fly away ... and to escape the drudgery, in my mind, I am flying, just like you have written. You have an uncanny ability - do you read minds?

Mamikin

It's weird Mamikin and I don't know how to describe it. Sometimes I really connect with someone and when I do it's like I'm part of them; and somehow at home with their spirit, heart, and mind. Certain people allow this to happen - it may be your openness to our friendship - BUT I'M THRILLED YOU LIKE THE STORY. Honestly I'm very happy you are enjoying it.

 

[Steadygain]

She was content to just let the wind glide her far above the trees and enjoy the pleasure of flying. He had forgotten his first experience and realized within a few moments that he did the exact same thing. So he slowed his decent and flew back up to join her.

...Mamikin had a beautiful smile and appeared lost in a world of joy. Her wings were stretched out wide and her chest pushed out with a triumphal pride.
..."Oh Steady, this is the most amazing experience I could ever imagine".
..."I know exactly how you feel. The first time I became a hawk I stayed up here for hours and then spent most of the day flying throughout the terrain staying way up in the sky. It wasn't until my 2nd or 3rd time that I found the very best flying was closer to the ground." Steady gave that several seconds to sink in and then asked, "Have you ever been white water rafting"?
...Mamikin looked over, surprised by his question.
..."When white water rafting in a kayak once you've done it a little while and get use to it you start looking for more challenging rapids. Soon you're basically challenging the river to throw out whatever it can - to prove you're up to the challenge".
..."Steady, I have been white water rafting and I know exactly what you're saying; but why are you bringing this up"?
..."Well, the redwoods are enormous and spread fairly wide so you can really go fast through them. As you get closer to the river however it gets a lot more challenging and I always feel like I've set a new world record each time I fly through them. But I'm mainly telling you this to let you know that flying down there is a thousand times better than flying up here."
...Mamikin cocked her head slightly and looked at Steady. He could see the lights come on and she was fully charged and then dove down towards the trees.
...Steady passed her a few seconds later and told her to follow him. "I know the best place to go in", he shouted and flew as fast as he could.
...Mamikin noticed how Steady held his wings close to his body to decrease wind resistence and fall at increasingly faster speeds. She followed his moves and was amazed at their speed. As they approached the trees Steady spread out his wings - which acted like parachutes - then took off like an airplane going in for the landing. He passed through the opening in the treetops and then flapped his wings to keep his speed as fast as possible and ended by letting the momentum guide him as he calmly soared between the branches and went between the trees with his wings spread out.
...Mamikin was right behind him, totally amazed at the speed by which they passed through the trees. She was equally amazed at the clarity of her vision, how she was able to zoom in on objects with binocular vision and instantly go back to a wide angle view. For a human everything would have been a blurr - but despite the speed everything was crystal clear. Steady was right, this was way beyond the sky. The trees, ground, rocks, stumps, large roots and everything were more beautiful than anything she has ever seen before.
...Steady flapped his wings strongly and landed on a branch. Mamikin was watching him so intently she flapped her wings with all her strength and landed right next to him.
...Steady looked over with a big grin. "Mamikin you really did a super job! I could never have done that on my first flight."
..."Wow, thank you Steady", Mamikin felt on top of the world.
..."Do you see the deer down there"? Steady asked as he glanced in the direction of the deer.
...Mamikin looked over in amazement; a look of awe consumed her. "Oh Steady, that is so beautiful".
..."Every animal speaks a certain language and humans have the capacity to communicate on very high levels - in a language the animal understands. Have you ever heard of Monty Roberts"?, Steady asked; expecting her to say no and ready to keep going.
..."Do you mean the horse whisperer"?, Mamikin asked.
..."Wow Mamikin, you really amaze me. That's exactly who I mean".
..."I read several of his books. I think he is such an amazing man. I just love him and everything he represents".
..."That's exactly how I feel Mamikin. He was able to prove horses long to have a relationship built on trust and love. He showed how they will go out of their way to befriend you and summit to you without any of the brutal acts of forced submission."
..."Very true Steady. His methods should be enforced laws for every horse with human contact".
..."You have a very good heart Mamikin and your deepness and ability to analyze everything makes you really special. I'm really thrilled to have you as a friend."
..."Thank you Steady, I feel the same about you".
...Steady blushed a little and Mamikin almost burst out laughing. She had never seen him blush before.
..."Mamikin, stay up here and watch me. The deer has the exact same language as the horse, so I can use Monty's methods to break this wild deer". Then Steady flew down and landed as a human.