Steadygain's Groove and Trip Pad

[Bluehenge]

Steady,

I realize that you obviously do not need any kind of review ~ for you are totally in sync with everything and the communication is 'perfect'.

Yet a review may be needed all the same..


Everything that is ~ and Everything that ever was is wholly in the Universe of Blue ~ for this is the essense of my very being and all I am~ whether known (or unknown). For in this story we come to acknowledge that just as in the Universe all of us share in common -- everything we have ever seen ~ or known ~ or even remotely understood only represents 4% of the Universe.

So with this background ~ For the entire goal to is 'Set her Free' to be 'Transformed' ...

I'd like to share ~ so, later ... but, before we travel too much farther I will share some remarkable parts of my 'Today'

For now... it seems appropriate to leave you with this...
http://www.cyberhymnal.org/htm/w/j/wjcomesg.htm

Blue

 

[Steadygain]

Steady,

I realize that you obviously do not need any kind of review ~ for you are totally in sync with everything and the communication is 'perfect'.

Blue

Thank you !! My dear precious Blue

I have to admit, I had a pretty major set back today which kind of screwed my mind Blue Bird. Was like pulling in the driveway and seeing swastikas and stuff painted all over your house. I felt like you were violated ~ which made it a million times worse.

So hopefully a good nights' sleep and a new day will make a difference. Somehow I got messed up -- lost the vibes -- and floated off somewhere empty and dull ~ the colors got washed away Blue. All I can do is crave for a new day and let this one end.

BTW -- I got Valleys of Neptune (which you wakened me to) and honestly warped into a Universe I hadn't felt (or known) in ages. It felt exactly like I was back in 'That Time' when he was alive and I sincerely felt those friends back in my life. His music is awesome and once again ~ with him ~ I realize it's not the succession of notes or sounds but what they're connected to -- and where they take you. For with him it goes deeper than with anyone else.

 

[Bluehenge]

Hi Steady
In my Universe there is nothing but total freedom ~~and the entire Universe is my very being.
I'm back in our 'Oneness' and ready to tell you about my Today...
...to reinforce 'he' really does work in mysterious ways

 

[Bluehenge]

I won't get into details on how or why I happened to be eating out at a place I've never been, when I hardly ever eat out and for that why I ordered breakfast around lunchtime today - just put that down to part of the mystery and know it wasn't for any bad reason.

Anyway...Ruby Tuesday was just ending on the car radio and I went into the restaurant,...which just happened to be hidden in a large concrete parking area beside a d-i-y store.

I picked up the menu and was suprised to see both it's chosen logo and the message it had printed underneath.

Here's a link to the logo...
http://www.urbanspoon.com/u/menu/1441781?p=0

the message underneath says...

'Blessed are those who hunger and thirst for righteousness, for they will be filled!" ~ Matthew 5:6

I sat down at a table facing a garden. It wasn't just any table though...

It was one decorated in colorful geometric patterns. Within some of the patterns were bubbles and some bubbles were joined.

I ordered an omelet and looked around...

On the walls were different types of ocean pictures and some type of metal art work depicting marine life such as sea horses, turtles, manatees, assorted fish etc.

 

[Bluehenge]

Now for the best part...

My food came ~ yes I like food! ~ but,

that's not the best part...

I ordered an omelette...it came with everything the menu said...

home fries, and toast.

It also came with something else that transfixed me!...

Now, I know you say Somehow I got messed up -- lost the vibes -- and floated off somewhere empty and dull ~ the colors got washed away Blue.

BUT...hopefully you'll change your mind when you hear this...

 

[Bluehenge]

Remember how we do 'Eye for Eye', 'Tooth for Tooth'?

Well, the 'Flower on the Down' - needed it's reaction...

and there on my plate...

was a slice of orange!

I immediately knew who'd put it there!

It looked a bit strange though and it took me a while to realize the reason...

I was going to leave it laying as it was because I didn't plan on eating it.

However, I didn't like the way it was looking at me while I ate. So, i rearranged it.

You see ~ it looked like an upside down smile so, I turned it around and let it smile at me while I ate!

I didn't realize I'd been staring at my food and didn't really hear the waitress asking me if all was okay at first...

When I finished eating the orange was still smiling back at me.

I looked at it one last time while the waitress got the bill.

The waitress said something like "Bye Darling, have a wonderful day" and I wished her likewise.

On my way out I was saw one more picture that I hadn't been in a position to see on my way in...

It was a picture of a huge wave with a beautiful butterfly parting it!

Oh Steady, that has to be the best orange I've ever tasted...

Now for a perfect ending to our day...

 

[Steadygain]

Blue,

Listen ~ I don't have time to even read your message.

When I said something about be careful -- this could be a dangerous place ~~ so help me God, never in my wildest dreams would I have expected this.

I'm sorry ` I really am ~ and I hope you forgive me

but all the more I hope someday ~~~you'll understand.

The water has been poisoned ~ I can't do it and I don't want to say anything tomorrow ~ which is why I ran down in the few minutes I had.

So I need to give it some time and I don't know how long it will take. Seriously ~ I deeply regret it had to end this way ~ but I need to walk away and let the poison seep through and leave.

 

[Bluehenge]

You had to get messed up ~ you had to feel somewhat betrayed ~ Only as a result of a Transformation can ‘we’ Communicate as ONE
You had to lose your vibes – and float off somewhere dull and empty – you had to lose your colors.
At this point in time I know you...
So, don't worry.
"I am Blue...I am not afraid"
More than anything ...
I am patient.
So, chill…enjoy your music…Soak in his rainbow…
Just do me two favors...
1) when you're 'there'
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket,
Never let it fade away!
Catch a falling star and put it in your pocket,
Save it for a rainy day!
2) go to this link and put the speakers on...
I was covered in goosebumps when I found it.
Reason being...I had noticed I write in black and you write in purple and we were now 'One' so, being curious I googled "black & purple" and this was the result...

http://www.blackandpurplecampaign.com/index.html

Take your time STEDDY. I know you want to protect me but, I'm safe and will be here for you when you get your groove back.

Love Blue

 

[Bluehenge]

Hi Steady

First, I need to say "You're very welcome" as far as Valleys of Neptune goes.
Second, I trust you got a good nights sleep.

You sincerely do have many friends ~ in all walks of life ~ past, present and with 'him' ~

I honestly hope and pray that during this time when you have stepped back to the entrance of the East 'magic hole' ~ unable at this time to find a way back in ~ you deflect the negative energies that linger and find the strength to find the way.

'WE' have all taken a deep breath...and though it was pitch black with nothing even remotely visable...we are now in the distance - the splendor - and the bubbles have taken on even greater character.


Here the Bubbles are the Living Fruit of God's Spirit and through them LIFE is brought to its Highest Revelation -- as LIFE is ultimately GOD revealing Himself to us.

[:22,23 For the Fruit of the Spirit is Love, Peace, Patience, Kindness, Generosity, Faithfulness, Gentleness, Self Control. Againt such there is no Law.]

With them our minds were flooded with Galatians 5 ~ whereby ~ an Electrical Current gave us a Purity, Strength, and Hope beyond anything we'd known to that moment.

...

find some inner peace before continuing...make sure to really soak..perhaps reread my last few posts...because my next posts might be a little difficult for you...don't worry - it's nothing too bad!

 

[Bluehenge]

I believe Buster has tried his hardest to redeem himself and I'd like to share a post he made if that's okay.

There is no need for you to go there because it is a music post and you probably can't view it.

I am going to a link that hopefully will take you to a site where you can listen/watch what he apparently is trying to convey...

Even if the link works and you can hear the music...please go to the next post...

http://www.last.fm/music/Alice+Cooper/_/Poison?autostart

 

[Bluehenge]

Busters' revelation ~ he knows he better not touch ~


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Your cruel device
Your blood, like ice
One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
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I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't want to break these chains
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Your mouth, so hot
Your web, I'm caught
Your skin, so wet
Black lace on sweat
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I hear you calling and it's needles and pins (And pins)
I want to hurt you just to hear you screaming my name
Don't want to touch you but you're under my skin (Deep in)
I want to kiss you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison
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One look could kill
My pain, your thrill
I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison
You're poison running through my veins
You're poison, I don't wanna break these chains
Poison


continues in next post...

 

[Bluehenge]

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I want to love you but I better not touch (Don't touch)
I want to hold you but my senses tell me to stop
I want to kiss you but I want it too much (Too much)
I want to taste you but your lips are venomous poison, yeah
I don't want to break these chains
Poison, oh no
Runnin' deep inside my veins,
Burnin' deep inside my veins
It's poison
I don't wanna break these chains
Poison


Hopefully...you see things the way I do...which is ~ all is good ~ your STEDDYNESS was warranted but, the bear can return to it's gentle state where you will be able to more fully control the situation...

No peeking at the next post ~ you can only go there when you're absolutely trying your hardest and ready to see things in a different way...







....just incase you even thought about peaking~...

 

[Bluehenge]

Back at the East 'magic hole'.....

Steady sees that his old friend Buster has mistakenly thought a tomato was a fruit ~ for Buster is much more the meat and potato kind of guy ~ and unable to correctly answer CountryBoys question ~ Steddy was torn between pulling him through and deflecting him back...

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[Bluehenge]

I forgive you...​

-- have a blessed weekend - Blue​

 

[Steadygain]

He was at the Isle of Wight Festival of 1970.

Now, his words “Blue Wild Angel” made perfect sense.

I listened to the music and drifted back to Steady…

From the Isle of Wright Festival sprang the most beautiful painting I'd ever seen ~ and it was here I came to know that deep down it is the Colors scattered throughout the Universe that give both Spirit and Life to all there is ~ all there was ~ and all that every could be.

For this painting revealed his music ~~ absorbed the colors ~~ and with them the rhythm and the evolution of all sound ~ for sound itself are the properties of color and rhythm coming to Life.

Monika Dannermann ~ thought by some as the one most responsible for Jimi's death ~ took the Black Beauty (the Black Stat that Jimi named) after his death and 'protected it' like a mother would her baby. Only briefly did she allow the guitar out of its case many years later ~ for a quick inspection.

Here I would ask that you honestly allow yourself to become a part of her painting and all it represents. Nothing more conveys the Life and Spirit of Jimi ~ nothing I've ever found displays his character better and this in fact is the essense of the Universe.

 

[Steadygain]

I saw him watching the musician who opened Woodstock.

But, he was watching him close the largest festival of its time…a festival that Jimi had been part of.

That he had helped set a Guinness World Record for having the largest attendance.

Yes, larger than Woodstock!

Larger indeed ...

For by this time Jimi had been deemed 'The Greatest of All' and no band or musician would even remotely consider following him.

It wasn't that Jefferson Airplane, in themselves, started a trend when they refused to play after Jimi at a previous concert. It was wholly ~ the acknowledgement ~ that no other musician could possibly follow him ~ because his music and his style were so far beyond what anyone was capable. For he alone played from his very soul and brought sound itself to levels never achieved before. With him music was like the air itself - and he became a breeze flowing freely among the crowd. His open ~ down to earth ~ nature, and his ease of blending will all ~~ of spreading a message that all could capture and ride was what gave him a unique and cherished identity.

When asked about 'The Star Spangled Banner' and his ground breaking way of making it known ~~ He made it very clear that he meant it in the deepest and most sacred respect ~~ but said 'The air in America was Static' and therefore he had to allow the Static Air to flow through him.

There is no way possible anyone could have taken his song as disrespectful -- for this is the one time he all the more brought everyone to join him in the deepest and truest Spirit of Honor and Respect -- by lifting his arm to everyone as he walked across the stage. He not only played this with the utmost reverance ~ but all the more he brought everyone else to an equal 'reverance'. His left hand playing the beginnng -- as if both hands were playing....

And thus the whirlwind of moments and memories flooded over me and past - present - and future mingled together as ONE.

 

[Steadygain]

I believe Buster has tried his hardest to redeem himself and I'd like to share a post he made if that's okay.

http://www.tsptalk.com/mb/showpost.php?p=216637&postcount=20

My incredibly 'insightful' and deeply tender friend; I am honestly amazed at your ability to calm the storms ~ and bring order out of total chaos.

Here you need to know 2 very Central Truths.
1. My view of Buster is deeply grounded AND once any person has achieved this level of 'respect' in my life ~ I DO NOT lose sight of who and what they 'really are'.

So with me -- The Genuine CORE -- far exceeds everything else. Buster was 1 of 3 - chosen to become the highest status of relationships ~~ The Guardian and Protector of my Daugher. CB and Birch were the other 2.

No matter what any of their views represent ~ religiously, politically, or anything else ~~~ they can NOT change the CORE of who they are ~~ and everything 'outside of that' is garbage. So once a 'person' reaches that Level in me -- they are set for life.

This would apply to CB and everyone else.

At one point in the past I felt one of my greatest friends and bothers was attacking Buster -- which prompted me to step in:

Please forgive me for interjecting.

FIRST - I honestly don't think Buster meant to create such a stir with what he expressed.

BUT I CAN GET TAXED TO SUPPORT THOSE THAT DON'T WORK, REFUSE TO DEFEND THEIR COUNTRY, AND CLAIM THAT THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH GOVERNMENT.

And this is NOT Buster - my friend - and I honestly know exactly how you feel as I have expressed the same sentiments many times before.

BUT GOD BLESS BROTHER, DON"T SPLIT HAIRS HERE. DON"T BELITTLE EVERYONE YOU COME IN CONTACT WITH ON THIS BOARD JUST TO BE A LITTLE ANTOGONISTIC.

My problem is that I want accountability and I can't get any.
No your problem is YOU expect this world to reward you for the example you set and the 'outstanding lifestyle' you hold to. Here I would say don't concern yourself with the treasures that will mold and rust - but remember the 'REAL TREASURE' because there is no way to avoid 'accountability' and you are one of the 'richest friends' I've ever met.

Buster is one of us my friend - he really is

When Phil attacked Buster ~~ that's when I really went 'nuts'. So it's NOT Buster ~ as an individual ~ or a person ~ that poisoned the water.

2. There is the Spiritual and the Physical -- the Eternal (priceless and never ending elements) and the Temporary (largely meaningless elements)

The picture Buster posted represented everything I as a human have been struggling with (or had been struggling with). In it I saw every conflict I had known (both on this Site and elsewhere). I felt the resentment, anger, frustrations, and all things negative that anyone may have remotely expressed. EQUAL to that and everybit as IMPORTANT is knowing that when 'Entering the Portal' you had brought The 'Physical' and Human Aspects of my Existence were forced to Confront GOD on a very Real and Powerful Level.

So the Poison was NOT Buster -- the Poison was everything within and the deeper basis for any and all conflict -- because I have done a lot of wrong; I have ruined many things; I am flawed in so many ways ~ and I believe deep down I deserve whatever gets thrown in my direction. Bringing all this into the Presense of GOD was a very hard thing to do.

I cried last night -- was so deeply hurt and empty -- but through it all GOD 'Restored me' -- and HE alone can remove the Poison -- He alone is my HOPE and only HE could bring me to a place where I could honestly continue the Journey ~~ especially where we were.

So THANK YOU !! for Everything ! In the end 'My Imagination' is one thing ~~ but when it confronts 'The Living GOD' and the Deepest and most Substantial 'Reality' ~~ then I am forced to confront many aspects which I have hidden or ignored. At a moment where my imagination was running free and wild -- I was humbled to the core of my existence.

 

[Buster]

Okay then.."group hug"..

 

[Steadygain]

Okay then.."group hug"..

Have a wonderful and Blessed -- Easter weekend my friend !!

 

[Buster]

Have a wonderful and Blessed -- Easter weekend my friend !!

Same to you buddy..God bless...I luv you..



BTW..Your Daughter is still in good hands...