Religion along with 'church' has ruined most spiritual lives. Or in the very least, impeded one's spiritual growth.
Sounds like someone needs to blame something instead of taking responsibility for themself. Anyone who depends on a religion, minister, or church to supply your 'Spiritual Needs' and keep you in the proper mindset can not possibly know God on the level that God desires. If you want to be Spiritual then YOU HAVE TO MAKE A POINT of offering your life to God and letting GOD fill you and direct you in every facet of your life. THE CHURCH is nothing more than a body of believers that are all flawed to the core and will remain flawed. But if they inspire each other to dig deeper and find the greater truths and work together for God's Glory then that is the kind of CHURCH where a believer should strive to encourage and support.
Be your own person, and do not allow anyone or any institution that we call 'church' mold you into their image.
Unless that image is the TRUE IMAGE of CHRIST and the LOVE that purely stems from God's Grace and Glory and is truely to his honor. Here you will see God at work - reaching out to others in a true spirit of yearning and sacrifice.
Can you tell that I do not advocate organized religion in any way, shape, or form... be it Judaism, Islam, Catholic, or Protestant?
I can tell you are bitter and somehow blame organized religion for misunderstanding the TRUE NATURE OF GOD and GOD's LOVE FOR YOU AND HOW IT WAS MEANT TO WORK IN YOUR LIFE. But I can not change what has happened and how you perceived it. I can only say I'm sorry it happened.
I've come a long long long way since I've proclaimed to have been "saved" on April 6, 1995.
From what were you saved? From bitterness that seeps deeply inside you? From anger towards how you felt deceived? From having to experience hardships and misundertandings and having the stench attached to them totally taken away?
Were you brought into a better understanding where by God took you to a different plain? Where His Love and Life filled you and made you realize that His Spirit blending with Yours are the only thing that really matter? Have you honestly learned true FORGIVENESS through His Grace or do you insist on holding on to negative aspects that work against that Grace?
Since then I have discovered that I've always been "saved".
If you have always been saved, then why would there ever have been a need for God?? ALWAYS BEEN SAVED - implies you never had a need for salvation. You were always whole; always perfect in every way possible.
It just took a rough road to hell and back through orgainzed religion to wake me thee hell UP!