All of you mean the world to me and I sincerely appreciate the responses. I only have a few minutes and this is my first opportunity to F/U on your responses. Cornellia, I am rewritting the ending of the STEADY story - so that we end going back to THE INNER CIRCLE instead of in the room. My daughter (by the Grace of God) may be going to Cambodia for a year; so I want to send her the story as soon as possible. All of you have collectively made my life and love so much richer I really wouldn't even know where to start as far expressing my heartfelt gratitude. I do believe I am a better person as a result of my experience here. KC - I wish I knew your daughter's name - to make my prayers more personal. DennisFAA, same with you - I long for you and the 2 1/2 year old to reunite. Well I really need to run. Cornellia, you and Mamikin will always hold the highest place because no one is more in touch with who I am - and somehow that knowledge of really being understood (and being loved, accepted, and admired) despite that knowledge/understanding is the most wonderful aspect of life. I honestly feel like the concert already happened - in the STEADY story - so I don't have that huge empty hole or longing in my life; but if God would ever allow me to really live out that dream then I'll come back and let everyone know. May all of you come to know a happiness that far exceeds anything the TSP could provide; and somehow may we always strive to bring out the best in each other.
Take care my friends and God Bless.
Dearest Steady,
Thank you for getting back to us. I am so happy for your daughter, and you must feel so proud of her!
I will look for the ending to the story, it must be as wonderful as the whole story was, actually like staying in nirvana which would have been the ultimate. True, in the story the concert already took place, and I am glad it did too.
I just sent you a PM thanking you for the story.
Thank you for everything you did for us, and
LET THE LOVE WE ARE SHARING SPREAD ITS WINGS
FLY ON EARTH AND FILL WITH JOY EVERYTHING THAT IS ALIVE!
Cornellia