Does this sound familiar?
Trader Tilt
by Janice Dorn, MD, PhD, The Trading DoctorSM | April 18, 2008
The day was more or less like any other trading day—full of thrills and chills, panic and elation, some "high-fiving" and some "what is happening here?"
Then he appeared. It was the first time I had seen him, but the look in his eye was familiar. It was not sad, not happy—just empty.
What could I say? His face, how he held his head and the way he quietly handed me the notebook said it all.
The first words he said were: "I made one trade last year and I am in trouble."
That got my attention. One trade in 12 months and in trouble was quite a different story from the one I usually hear. This was not the typical tale of the trader who laments over hundreds of trades, the inability to understand why they didn’t work, and why the accounts were now in significant drawdown.
One trade! I was very interested.
“Why are you here about one trade?”
He looked at me for a long time without speaking.
“Well, it wasn't exactly one trade. It kind of was one trade, but I kept adding to it, so the trade got larger and larger. I kept doing options on the SPY until I had hundreds—hundreds of options on the SPY.”
“So what happened?”[more]
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