Lady,
Very few topics hold any real significance with me and the longer I have been away from the MB the more I am at peace with not trying to get back in and interact and make it such a huge part of my life. But there is something very deeply beautiful and significant for YOU and they ‘Need it’ just as badly as you.
jeebus crisco it's tiring watching you hold your breath until you turn blue
I am so terribly sorry for all the strain and hardships you’ve been through and I know in many ways I made things hard on you, and there is no way you could ever realize how deeply I regret that.
don't sell us short, some of us got brains bigger than our balls
Your GIFT probably means more to me than it even means to you and I, in the deepest sincerity, did not know how to respond. No one else could ever give me the status you did and make me believe as thoroughly as I did that there was not only something deeply sacred about me; but that I was one of the rarest and most valuable. For that, and because you have always held the highest integrity and outstanding characteristics, I went too far and was so determined to show you the highest devotion that I could NOT see the ‘Boundaries’ that define your identity AND I kept trying to cross them.
no sh*t sherlock, like that's the first time anybody ever did that, get over yourself
Please know that overtime I finally came to realize how WRONG I had been and I honestly and deeply learned to ‘Respect those Boundaries’.
well that's no fun
I am NOW as scared as I was before, because I just found you are still very weak and prone to relapse and CAN NOT handle stressful interactions. So PLEASE don’t respond to this one dear friend and PLEASE KNOW that I need a ‘Rest’ from everything so I promise I sincerely have no plans or expectations of returning to the MB.
i don't believe you
I am so deeply sorry for any attempt I made to try to describe what I thought was a ‘Spiritual Event’. Please FORGIVE me for using a language and a description that in any manner gave the appearance that I ‘crossed any Boundary’ or did anything to take from who you are and what you have so solidly been throughout. I promise you with every shred of my being that I did not in even the slightest way mean to embarrass you, to represent anything that would make you feel awkward, or to in any manner convey disrespect.
dude, the poll was like 10 to 1 for forgiveness for the other 1/3 of this equation, don't be afraid of this bunch, what more do you need? i'm sure the recipient of recent forgiveness would not be the type to deny another? what are you afraid of?
I was deeply scared for you and could NOT stop until I knew in my heart that I had done everything possible on your behalf. So I beg you to PLEASE FORGIVE ME for any manner I associated my life with your ill state of being, with death, or with life. PLEASE FORGET all that because the only thing that matters is YOU LIVE NOW.
done deal
If there is any expression of Love and Strength and Hope and Encouragement that anyone on this MB can give you – PLEASE LET THEM TRY. PLEASE LADY, I promise you don’t have to be concerned with me and I won’t even be on the MB.
come on back you fruity azzhat, how many others do you know that got a 4 syllable nickname, that's something to be proud of
There is an ENDLESS FOUNTAIN of LOVE and STRENGTH and HOPE and ENCOURAGEMENT this MB can give you and in comparison nothing else has even the slightest significance. I will NOT do anything to mess things up for you – won’t even be here – okay – I promise.
well i was thinkin bout advertising for a new whipping boy, but afraid we won't get the same quality of applicants, we'll leave the light on for ya
Let all things end well with us - now and forever.
Steady
all is always well, forever, none of are big enough to change that, despite what we think we can do, or did