Steadygain
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Steady,
Another story if I may?
Another of my high school classmates had his wife leave him - she eventually took a bullet in Tampa. His second wife recently died from cancer. Nine of my classmates out of 42 have already died and another is in progress. Makes me count my blessings. When my fiancee left me for the doctor I was in pain for a year. When the call finally came she wanted to re-establish the relationship - I told her sorry that I already had some one new in training. It was so nice to eventually find someone that had already been trained in the arts.
Sorry ~ brother Birch -- I missed this and am doing the final glance before I head home.
Man I don't have a clue what happened to any of my HS classmates. But I went to a large HS in Baltimore.
With me it's just the opposite Birchmister -- I guess as my last child is getting close to college and retirement doesn't look all that far away I'm simply thinking more and more --
-- about the blessings I'm missing :worried: and to a large degree have been missing. My work in very rewarding and my health and all is great but with so many years left ...
... this is honestly the very first time EVER - I've been able to remotely think about my own life and 'what is best for me' - 'how would I really want to live out the remaining years' - and 'what kind of quality do I have'
So people die Birch - and screwed up things happen
I'm not sure what you're trying to tell me -- but I hugely count my blessings and I'm like enormously grateful for everything I have ...
If Peter Pan waves a wand over 'us' and the 'chemistry changes' and everything is flowing wonderfully and life is genuinely 'fulfilling and all' well that's cool with me. But man I don't want to simply co-habitate and mainly make an effort to avoid friction.
But I'm just in the planting stage - so time will tell. Based on everything you've shared if I'd ever divorce -- then I either die of gunshot wounds or I'll get plagued with cancer.
But you never know man - it could be just the opposite -- anyway I'm just keepin' ya up to par.